that was then

where was i ... oh yeah...dumped! except i'm not...anymore, at the moment, for the foreseeable future.
i spent a whole evening roaming through my small home, lit candle in hand, imploring the universe to remove her memory from every nook and cranny of my life.
note to reader
i had witnessed this space cleaning ritual whilst visiting with a friend. B had endured an unhappy relationship which ended in an untimely and disastrous manner. a guru type had advised her to cleanse her home ...allowing herself to leave the past behind and venture forth into a brave new world. of course B used some type of bells... being kind of short on tibetan type bells, i figured a candle might well serve the purpose. after all... it is not what you do but how you do it...
i had no sooner finished ridding myself of my sad and lonely memories...when...
yeah right...my ex emailed me,we spoke, she apologized, an extremely rare event,in itself, as most times it is me, myself, yours truly who has instituted, caused or created the problem!
yep ...we are back together, joyously forging forward towards our third anniversary.

all this did somewhat put the kibosh on this blog. i had intended to use it as a whining post for myself. i longed to share the injustices of my abruptly ended romance. i thought to stun and impress, you, my reader, with the brilliance of my writing skills and the perfidy of my ex (now my ex ex). i suppose i might also admit to the fact that i am less inclined to write when i am happy!

now, having given the afore mentioned due consideration ... i have decided to continue to share ... the ups and downs, the poetry, the burning passion, the questions, the answers...
the life and love of an ordinary, perhaps slightly eccentric woman ...
why? ... why the hell not?